Sunny and Saturday (day 6)
5 sucks. I will be having some animosity towards that number for a while, o at least, until one next number give me the shit 5 gave me yesterday. Day 5 has been by far the worst day. Mom said that thing about the good days and the bad days, and I said yada, yada, yada, and shit I should had been more prepared.
I wasn’t and day 5 was a horrible day, and sadly it wasn’t shitty not only for me. But today is day 6, and so far, I have a vague good feeling about today. Here goes the reasons so far:
1- I slept, for at least 4 hours. Yes, I cheated, but I have cheated for some days and I was a mess the day after. I am ok, today.
2- I didn’t puke last night. Hell no I am not pregnant, but fucking stress makes marine knots on my stomach and even if there is nothing there, I have to do the damn gagging.
3- I woke up to a beautiful fog, what means that today it will be sunny, and sun does the magic the sun has, and I as I write I see a blue sky and considering we are in Bergen… Point is, I am having breakfast with my sunglasses on.
4- I got to resolve some issues, somehow I am not sure if I should say resolve -I got mixed feelings about it but after a cup of coffee, I seemed to have slightly more peace inside. It can be the sun, also.
5- it´s sunny and it´s Saturday.
7- I am glad to be compulsive enough to have the things the make me happy completely charged. I am planning to discharge them all.
8- it´s sunny and it´s Saturday.
(Play it LOUD!)
There is nothing like the sun to lift a person’s spirits. I hope the fog of sorrow lifts from your heart as well.
thnx tom. You are absolutely right about the effect of the sun. For today the fog has lifted, and it feels good. Plus, a child-free night makes things even better!
Marieklem din veg med varme solstrålar i.
takk Marie, i like måte… i dag alt ser… bedre ut! 😀
Hey!
I’ve been following your page since a long while now. When you said Bergen did you mean Bergen County in NJ?
I moved to NJ last Aug and live in Bergen too 🙂
Regards,
Vinita
Hi Vinita, welcome here :))
no, unfortunately I mean Bergen in Norway. I actually was once in Bergen County, but really the same than here. 😛
XO
7 is the lucky number…. Not 8… but 9 ! Good and bad days, yes… 😉 It also seems brighter going forward…
will see, Lorelai, ALL of them should be better than the previous one, but…
At least today is sunny, and l feel the spring filling me up.
😀